no neeeeed, no need to go looking for her.
i'll end up being hurt anyway.
so why would i want to do something that would end up killing me?
i still have things to do, i'm not chasing after her anymore.
its a useless thing to do.

and, i rmb what i said now.

god, you piss me off.
hahah, i can still hear it.
i've never felt better after being so angry.
that memory is strange, cos after that i felt so good.
there's just so much stress in me i can break something, then smile.

i'm violent, i guess i need something to do to release it.
i'll miss cs with my juniors.
cca can't be the same next year.

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when the lights are out,
i'll be shining on,
i'm just gonna let my life,
bleed on this letter,
write my song,
sing on forever.

would i love you when i'm gone?