i found it!

i realise now why i bother to stay online all day.

its because i want to talk to you-.-
what a childish dream, that cant happen for now.

if i wanted everything to be back the way it was, then all my effort would be wasted.

everything happens for a reason, so i'll find out for myself why this happened soon enough.

anyway, after this i hope i can stop trying to stay online for hours.
it strains my eyes.

very sorry i cant give you the gift yet.