i don't like it.

of all people why must it be, why is it that i must think of you.
nvr see you is not enough to forget you.

why is it so difficult to forget all the bonds that we once shared?
do you ever remember how good friends we were?

then you still just leave me like that.
why did you do that?

am i so bad that i don't deserve you even as a friend?
is it?

i didn't become you're friend because i loved you.
you were a good friend.
i never betrayed you,
didn't lie to you,
didn't blackmail you,
didn't want to hate you.
i never intentionally did anything bad to you at all.

if three words can change the world, you just changed me into the most dangeous person i'll ever see.

i didnt see you,
i didn't hear you,
i tried not to think of you.
but the memories are uneraseable.

are you happy with what you did?
tell me. are you happy?

so much anger,
so much sadness.
i shouldn't have underestimated my temper.
i shouldn't have overestimated you.

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waitingwaitingwaitingwaitingwaitingwaiting
you should just say no.
and watch me as i heal.

that helps.
you cant even help the person you sat beside for two years.
what kind of idiot are you?
stay in 4/1 with all your smart ass friends(sorry, my smart ass friends. no offence to you guys)
stay there on your high seat as the best wushu performer for anderson.
stay there as i, a broken hearted, short-tempered, violent, inconsistent, lame, cheapskate, lousy, half useless, emo, dark, and low stamina-d fool watches you.

and trains.
and trains.
and trains.
and trains.

one day, i'll look down at you and say,
"am i the one who you called a hypocrite?"
"do i know you?"
"see? all A1. just like i said."

then you'll see who i really am.
and then, you'll know, that what you did was worse than wrong.
goodbye, my good friend.
i
never
want
to
see
you
again.

so long, miss shirley.