Pick 17 friends write 17 statements in random order about each friend without mentioning their name. Tag them in the note. If you've been tagged, tag the person who tagged you and 16 others and list 17 things about the people you've tagged. Copy and paste this message before your list.

1)Celine! but you do alrd
2)Chua the noob but you wont do also
3)Sean but you wont do also
4)KAVIN but you wont do also
5)Gwendy!!!! but you do alrd
6)Hilmie but you wont do also
7)Gabriel but you also wont do
8)Suxian but i dont think you will do
9)Angie but you wont do also
10)Yongjia but you wont do also
11)KC but you wont do also
12)Syazwan but you wont do also
13)Zul but you wont do also
14)Arvind-sama but you wont do also
15)The bigass freak who abandoned me to die and i hope you dun do this
16)Ivan!!!! but you cant do also
17)Syafiq (th anderson one) but you wont do also

actually i got more, but i lazy.

i shall copy celine and do it in order so ppl dun come here come to disturb.

you're still a good friend. if you want me to come back, wait for me to heal from this heartbreak. and there are always things that i wanna say to you, i just dunno how. i wish you could understand me better.

what you're trying to do is useless. don't blame me if you get heartbroken. but you've always been a real good friend and goateeist.

you're one of my closest friends, even though we sometimes dun agree on certain things. i also know sometimes i do a lot of things you disagree with but you just don't say anyth, and i think that you should start to. yup, suan me like nobody's business.

you should eat less and pay me the money you owe me.-.- faster

we're not exactly in the same boat, but i know that you're a good but strange friend. just live happily ever after, and don't always keep regretting, just learn and move on.

the lame limiter- turned lameist of doom, sometimes i don't like what you do. you are becoming 10x more random every lame joke i say. but thats okay, i guess, as long as we don't do stuff leading to the wrong path.

the great band player who suddenly got a bad temper, i guess my sharp remarks cut deeper than any blade. so i guess i should apologise for anyth bad i said... anw, keep fighting and play good music when you grow up!!!

the chairwoman who says i'm weird. is you too normal alrd, you normal fella. i'm just unique and try stuff you don't do ok.

sorry about what i said to you that time, but i wish i got the answer. lol, if its not too private.

your leg injured so you lamer than me. wad to write ah?

the yellow footed chicken who is still in my memory, i wanna see how you behave and act now. it will be an interesting experience to see you again, i guess.

out of all the pwt, you're the most philosophical one, so why don;t you use your brain more than your fancy good language yet vulgar mouth?

i finally beat your maths!!! nvm, i guess you gna thrash me soon. anw, your brand of lame is good, keep it that way.

why so serious? lets put two smiles on his face? (:) liddat-.- anw, work hard, you president of cyber. i know you wont slack off, just don't push away personal matters. they are equally important.

go and die.

why you not so close to us normal ppl alrd ah. nvm, i heard 4/1 very competitive, and you probably need the time to study like your buisness. beat everyone!!!!(without using body parts of tools)

stop focusing on bgr and buck up your work, mr 260 for psle.-.- but you're still a good friend, so its a pity if you just let all your genius flow down the drain into the longkang and then the govt flush into the see where the fish will say " do i look like ryan's mum?"


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i'm feeling slightly better...
i wish you would.

i just wish i could just live the way i want, but its not gonna happen anytime soon.
there's just so many things i wanna say that don't come out of my mouth, i need better communication skills.

so tell me where do we go from here?

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soshite boku no negai wa,
kimi ga warau, sono koto ga
nani yori mo tada ureshikute.

ex-guarded, i just wanna see your smile.

A tribute to my guarded.

i know that today, i'm no longer your guardian.
i wish that you have a good life with your new one.

but i feel that i was never good enough to guard you in the first place.
ms guarded, you're one of the prettiest and strongest people i've ever seen other than my mother.
i might not understand you as well as i want to, but you claim that i do.
and thats good enough. you're also a great friend and listener, you've always listened to my problems very very well. i'm very thankful for that, and it'll be difficult to repay you like this.

ms guarded, you have a unique personality. the personality i guarded was the emo one, where you usually needed help or wanted to talk to someone.that made me feel that somebody actually wanted me, and was actually useful. at the time i became your guardian i was in a bottomless pit of emo, but helping you made me pull myself out.which means, you saved me from myself by asking for help.

but now, you've changed. i don't blame you, i already knew you were changing. ms guarded is not the kind of person to stagnate and stone to death like me. but the change caused us to become different, and i became unused to guarding you the way i normally did.even though you were still kind as ever, you relied less on me, and more on him. which is good for you, but sad for me. as time went by and after you rejected me, there was a distance in our friendship that couldnt be covered.i was sad, but what can i do? but the distance was not caused by you, its because i can't live withe the fact that my dear guarded had changed. so, its my fault.

ms guarded, i really do like you and i still like you. i wished that i could continue to be your guardian, but i have to move on. it's much better to let go than feel the pain from having heartbreak.i hope that you don't hold it against me for resigning from my guardianship.

the one who always listened to me when i was lonely.
the one who never backed down once she decided something.
the one who broke my heart as gently as possible.
the one who could make me happy and stop my emo.

the one who left me, but its not your fault.
the one who rarely laughed, but her laughter was like music.
the one whose maths sucks like shit still dunwan practice.
the one...who i have to leave so i can recover.

i'm really sorry i had to do this.
it's all my fault.
goodbye, ms guarded.

seventh rejection plays in my head again

its the seventh time,
when i see yr smile,
i cant think,
its not right,
so tell me do i run or FIGHT
this feeling isnt comfort
but i chase it as if its a drug

i love you
but i cant stand being near you
my heart keeps beating out so loud
you're so pretty but not proud
i love you
but you're just so far away.
i cant reach you from here,
just stay with him,
i hope you'll be alright.

4 november, chasing again
i told you when i wasn't ready
if it was right or wrong, i don't care
its already past
i don't give a DAMN
maybe it was right
maybe it was wrong
but my mind's so tired that
i cant say anymore

i love you
but i cant stand being near you
my heart keeps beating out so loud
you're so pretty but not proud
i love you
but you're just so far away.
i cant reach you from here,
just stay with him,
i hope you'll be alright.

why am i stoning
why am i stalling
i should keep moving, keep moving
seventh rejection playing in my head...

i love you
but i cant stand being near you
my heart keeps beating out so loud
you're so pretty but not proud
i love you
but you're just so far away.
i cant reach you from here,
just stay with him,
i hope you'll be alright.

oh oh oh

i love you
but i cant stand being near you
my heart keeps beating out so loud
you're so pretty but not proud
i love you
but you're just so far away.
i cant reach you from here,
just stay with him,
i hope you'll be alright.

just stay happy.

-song by ba-.-

对不起,小公主.
(some one please tell me the chinese word for guarded, i feel very wrong using this)

my analysis was wrong.
its as if you have a severely inconsistent personality.

i said that you were closing up, but instead you were opening up.
i thought you were sad, but you seemed very happy.
i sthought you too lazy t o study,
but you have your own excuse that i can understand.

so... i take back this morning's analysis.

i might not be doing it anymore.
maybe i just lost what link i had with you, but i dunno why.
not that i mean it badly.

i cant concentrate-.-

cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant concentrate

something is wrong with me

i cant find it

cant find what i want

i dunno what i need

i'm falling...
my un-emo promise has been broken. sry guarded.

a thank you that is almost a week late-.-

thanks a lot all those ppl who wished me happy birthday. i never felt so good before, including all those who tp'd me. 2times-.-

anyway, i still owe my mortal her stuff, and i need to hurry or the laying time will be up.

den i need buy gifts for every one, den i cashless again.

like germany have to pay reparations after ww1 due to the treaty of versailles that some people say is harsh while others say is ok while others say is too lenient.

other than that, i'm feeling a little off.
maybe its cos of the laming ban that i've been imposed on.

i've got a few more complaints, but... hell, even if i wrote it here, nobody would care, and especially not you, ms guarded, cos you hear me say them everyday to you.

dont take what i say for granted.
i'm not just preaching for fun, and you know it.

it's just that... i'm worried. that's all.
and i don't understand why you're not.

so i'll be back for more lame stuff th next time i blog.

and chua?
i'm watching you. -.-