A tribute to my guarded.

i know that today, i'm no longer your guardian.
i wish that you have a good life with your new one.

but i feel that i was never good enough to guard you in the first place.
ms guarded, you're one of the prettiest and strongest people i've ever seen other than my mother.
i might not understand you as well as i want to, but you claim that i do.
and thats good enough. you're also a great friend and listener, you've always listened to my problems very very well. i'm very thankful for that, and it'll be difficult to repay you like this.

ms guarded, you have a unique personality. the personality i guarded was the emo one, where you usually needed help or wanted to talk to someone.that made me feel that somebody actually wanted me, and was actually useful. at the time i became your guardian i was in a bottomless pit of emo, but helping you made me pull myself out.which means, you saved me from myself by asking for help.

but now, you've changed. i don't blame you, i already knew you were changing. ms guarded is not the kind of person to stagnate and stone to death like me. but the change caused us to become different, and i became unused to guarding you the way i normally did.even though you were still kind as ever, you relied less on me, and more on him. which is good for you, but sad for me. as time went by and after you rejected me, there was a distance in our friendship that couldnt be covered.i was sad, but what can i do? but the distance was not caused by you, its because i can't live withe the fact that my dear guarded had changed. so, its my fault.

ms guarded, i really do like you and i still like you. i wished that i could continue to be your guardian, but i have to move on. it's much better to let go than feel the pain from having heartbreak.i hope that you don't hold it against me for resigning from my guardianship.

the one who always listened to me when i was lonely.
the one who never backed down once she decided something.
the one who broke my heart as gently as possible.
the one who could make me happy and stop my emo.

the one who left me, but its not your fault.
the one who rarely laughed, but her laughter was like music.
the one whose maths sucks like shit still dunwan practice.
the one...who i have to leave so i can recover.

i'm really sorry i had to do this.
it's all my fault.
goodbye, ms guarded.