hi.

school hasnt been as fun as last year :/

i realised that i sec 4 life ain't a bed of roses anymore,
and thats a bit irritating.

i havent been having much problems lately, just the usual homework stuff-.-
plus i just need to step up practice so i dun make so many careless mistakes.

anw, cca also needs some restructuring, its gonna take a while...

there's not many things that i find good these days.
tell me, why am i so worried?
when i'm not supposed to be responsible for you?

i just don't know...
in my mind, i'm trying to reach out for two things.
two things that are exactly opposite.
i cant reach them, and my body will tear into two.

i dunno why i still find myself caring alot about you.
maybe, thats the effect of being too close to your friends,
when you wanna run away your heart pulls your back.

i need to find away to stop running away but still get what i need.
save me, save you, save her...
save your work so you don't lose it-.-