last time when we were equals i could tell every sad thing in my heart to you.
now you dont seem to care.

you say you would miss me, but do you really.
i never see such an emotion unless you think of him.

i've been protecting you for a year and a bit, and you said thanks.
and this is where it ends.

its useless waiting on you.
you never move on.
you never really try.
everything you want to be push started.
always passive.
always waiting.
everything is served to you on a silver plate. or maybe wdv plate you like.

i feel like i'm being treated like a used shirt.
you and j make me do menial stuff sometimes, just cos i usually dun mind.
i just wanna be acknowledged by you.
you seem so high, so up there.
i can never each your rank.
and i know if i do the fall wont kill me, the landing will.

at this point, i wna scold so many vulgarities, i'd be thrown to hell.
so i wont. i dun wanna go to hell.
so what if i'm young.
you dont understand me.
you are the one who never will.
no matter how easy it is for me to read you.
no matter what i do for you.
you will never understand what it is that i feel.
never understand when the person you love so much never does a lot, never really cares, is always out of reach, never seems to be there,
when the person you rely on for emotional support is as weak as a taugeh, whenever you try to talk it feels as if you're talking to a person who wont get what you say.

i keep trying.
but in the end its all up to you.

move on, you (incomplete sentence)
it hurts whether i stay or i go.
you are a double edged sword.
go ahead and cut me into half.

i'm sure i'll survive, i cant get any crazier than i can.
huh.
i cant laugh. i cant cry.
fuck this msn face of mine.