speech day today.

i came sch to see other people get prizes, and it made me think.
about what i really am.

i didnt really listen to all that they said...
but i guess, i realised that,

i can never be one of them.

one of the high gang, one of the people who continually try to chase happiness.

its like, the more you want it, the more you cant get it.

i'm happy with my taizetsu no nakama alrd,
with ms guarded, nezumi, chua, yongji,how, etc.

its not worth it.
i should really continue to concentrate, to wake up and move on all the way,
instead of slacking behind, or acting like i'm smart.
i'm more than a match for them.

to me, next year i'll be the one to give anderson something.

WATCH ME.
lol.