today feels so much, so much better.

thank you. :) really.
only you value me openly. even though you treat everyone that way, its special to me cos you say to me.

if you say to another person its special to that other.

haha. you're weird. but i wouldn't have it any other way. :))))))





i wonder. open conflict is nearing, and i'm sure to be caught in th cross fire.

why ah, must such things happen.

we used to be better. we've seen better days, lived through harder periods.
with fake ideas and unstable leadership. unworthy, actly.
we've been okay.
only cos we blind. and deaf.