today i played a certain song on the guitar.

its been so long
since i played that song.

i couldn't help it that after playing it i almost cried.
cant help thinking about why i keep being so hard, stubborn and blunt.
why i like to ignore the feelings of others.
why?

you know the person you hate the most tends to be your own character.
no matter how i tried recently, i cant live without _ but i keep ignoring my own attempts to stop being such an offensive person.

great, send _ away after making up. i guess i wont try to make things better. cos once we do, things can only get worse. this time, i'll wait out the storm. i really need to. cos _'s the storm, i'm the thunder and wind.

today i stopped a girl from being attacked by a cockroach.


i wonder if chua spread th news around.

"eh ba, that girl not chio also. why you go touch."

wdh. welcome to my life.