The darkness has not yet passed. stand ready.

1 day left until 'o'lvl higher mt.

if i screw up, i dunno wad i'm gonna do-.-

and there's still many things that need to be done.
what cyber, the present, the conference, the thing, the other thing, and the next thing, the(lame.)

i don't think i was cut out to live alone. seeing myself likethis is alrd difficult for me.
what am i doing? the real me wouldn't be here, typing this.

hell, i would have been breaking something by now, if i was th old me.

...what have i done?
what did i do to get here?
why am i so pissed?
why am i tired?

i'm nvr lying down,
nvr surrendering.
but i'm so damn tired of fighting myself.
there always something i cant do.

i want to win.
i nvr want to fail again.
but all the time i find myself falling into a pit of darkness.
change?
the only change i get is if i pay more to a cashier.

one day,
i'm gonna change so bad,
you're nvr gna recognise me anymore.

and even then i wont be happy.