i cant believe it.
i'm still feeling tired.

have my emotions fallen through?

sometimes, i wonder why.
people call me weird.i hate that, i just don;t say it. stop it.
I'm tired, i'm tired, i'm tired.
don't worry, i'll pull through. you did too.
i won't be violent, but i might implode.
i'm paranoid, yes, but if i wasnt, your heart might have shattered a million times.
i'm not great. i'm the worst person who could stand to help you. i still wonder why i did, though i don't regret it.
i nvr know wad to say too.
i saw myself crowding the left margin today. the one i cant forget isn't her. it's you.
i'll use the whole paper, when i find myself strong enough to move again.
you know what?

i love you. but i can't say it. i can never say it.
why was it you?
why did it have to be you?
its a living hell to fall in love, and you're nvr happy.
face it, i'm a failure.

the last thing i can hope for is the final grace of god, as he catches his falling servants.
our god is a good and merciful god.